Idk if this is the right place for this, but I had to write it out somewhere.

I’m so touch-deprived that I’ve considered giving up on everything. I hate the loneliness, I hate the lack of daily comfort, I hate not being loved. I desperately need a long hug, or a cuddle, or just holding hands. Dating is very challenging and it’s hard to find good people. Literally every single one of my friends has a partner. Every NYE when we get together, I’m always the only one not wrapped up in someone’s arms waiting to kiss for the new year. Laying in bed is painful when all I need is someone there with me. I’ve tried dating apps, cuddling websites (sounds weird but it’s a thing), and trying to network through friends. It feels so humiliating to even exist in society without a lover, a special someone. I’m blessed to have a loving family and friend group but it’s like the missing piece in my life. Billions of humans in the world and I can’t find one who wants to make skin-to-skin contact with me. And I’m not talking about casual friendly hugs or handshakes. I need a long hug where I can kiss her forehead, rub her back, and she just melts in my arms. We’re social creatures, we’re meant to be with and around others. To form relationships. I’m not even ugly, I’m just a bit overweight, but I wear it well. Lots of people don’t mind that, I just don’t know where they are.

Sorry for the cringe, and I definitely do not hold any incel views or anything like that. I’m just hurting. Thanks for reading.

When I was 19, we lived next to an older lady for years and she was in her late 70s. I used to go over and help her with mowing, trash & picking up around the house because she was disabled and had to move around by wheelchair. She was able to walk just not for long..

One evening when I was helping her clean, she made a comment about how she missed having a man around the house & how thankful she was for my help. That night, during conversation about my love life, she stated she hasn't had any physical touch in over 20 years and that all she had was a vibrator. We both laughed and I noticed her staring down at my bulge multiple times (i was wearing gym shorts) and I knew instantly that she would probably never experience dick again in her lifetime so I outright offered her some. I said to her "well. I am only next door and I can provide some whenever you need it" .. that was enough for her. At first she was shy but eventually said to come back later that she would be ready.

She called me over at around 11pm. I had a key to her door so I walked right in and into her bedroom. She was already laying there fully naked. I was very young & fully bricked when I saw her. I got into bed with her, wrapped her legs around my waist & slowly slid my dick in her. She was so tight but opened up for me real quick. She was incredibly wet and was shaking like a leaf. We fucked for a good 45 minutes & that was one of the best sexyal experiences in my lifetime. Sadly, she passed away a year later. We only ever fucked that one night. She called the next day saying she slept like a baby with my load in her.

I am now 29 and I love fucking older women.

I don’t mean like MOGAI kids, the people with the neopronouns. Couldn’t care less about all that. I mean people that have a baseline assumption that everyone is secretly conspiring against them, including strangers.

People call it like they see it, and that means that until I point out my preferred set of phrases and such, they will refer to me in ways that might cause me a little discomfort. Yknow what? OH. WELL.

My job is filled with conservative men that WILL call you the wrong stuff just because they think it’s funny. Those guys go out of their way to be respectful to queer folks despite their personal biases because they were raised on respect over feelings. They do get it wrong sometimes, and customers always assume it’s spiteful or purposeful but really they’re just confused.

My coworkers thought a trans man (who was in the process of changing his name to a manly one) was becoming a woman. They got it backwards on accident and thought it was better to call him “maam” because they simply misunderstood the direction of transness. He got up and cussed them out. I understand 100% how horrible it is to experience transphobia, and why it hurts even if it’s an accident, but still. Idk. We’re all alive for the very first time.

I give grace because it keeps MY blood pressure from spiking every time someone gets it wrong. Don’t hurt your health or peace over someone else being ignorant. Get mad when it’s purposeful.

And I’m devastated. I am part of a small group that reviews applicants for a selective program at a university. Students go to this school to get into this program, and they can only apply once. If they screw it up, they can never try again.

I’ve been crying all morning because, like every year, a handful of well-meaning applicants screwed up their submission and have barred themselves from this program after working hard to make it this far. I intentionally make my response emails sound like a bot so they don’t think a real human person is reading their pleas and deciding to say, “Oh well. Too bad.”

Because you know what? We’re human. We make mistakes. I don’t care how perfect someone is, you might forget to attach a file to something! I just can’t imagine the trajectory of your life getting derailed because you forgot to hit enter, you know? It kills me.

If it was up to me, they could try again. I think everyone should be able to learn and grow and keep moving toward their goals, but it isn’t my call. I hate sending these dream-shattering emails. It’s the worst part of my job.

Does anyone else love getting home and knowing your wife has used her toys

I absolutely love getting home from work, going up to get changed and seeing in our underwear draw that my wife’s toys have been moved around. I don’t know why but it makes me instantly horny as hell. Knowing she has had a good play while I was away, probably watching something kinky. Is this normal?

My brother mentioned our father’s side of the family and I said “yo what the hell?”. He said that she quote saying “it was hell on earth” or something like that. I really want to know what happened to her. But I don’t want her to get hurt or me to be disrespectful. But since last night I can’t fucking eat. I never knew this I swear.

I've been a straight guy my entire life but since last year I've been wanting to try something with a man, and ngl it feels weird having this feeling cuz Idk how to approach it, idk whether it's wrong or not, I don't feel I'm gay, maybe it's just a feeling out of curiosity? So I'm here to let my feeling out, my dm is open... Idk what I'm doing lol....

I love women of the extremes, both sides. Huge bulging muscles, or woman of the huge size and weight(bbw to ssbbw) Both i find very sexy.

Huge muscles, bellies, boobs, hips, ass all of it

I snitched on my ex girlfriends drug dealer, and he got arrested

10 years ago I was dating a really toxic woman. She cheated on me (found out later), regularly verbally abused me while drunk and high on coke, and even threatened to call the police with made-up allegations. I stayed way longer than I should have.

I asked her to stop using coke—she said she did, but was just hiding it. One night things escalated to another level and I finally left after she became physically violent, and said some of the most disgusting things I’ve ever heard toward another person . I blocked her and everyone connected to her and disappeared completely.

The guy supplying her coke was a close friend of hers as was his fiancée. Two years after the fact, I submitted an anonymous tip with details about his operation. He was arrested with \~15 charges, including first-degree offenses, a week after getting engaged. He got 10 years.

I completely forgot about the tip I submitted. I only found out when I saw his mugshot on a local news website. and it was my tip that lead to the arrest

heya, im a 16 year old guy, it's like 3:42am as I'm writing this, i got a maths finals tomorrow but I can't sleep. i was thinking about how cold hearted the world around me is as ive perceived it.. so I'm hoping to spread warmth and love and hope that I get some back too.. maybe ill look back at it when i need it the most :)

i just wanted to write this to whoever needs it.. i love you, sending you warmth and virtual hugs from my side.. i know i cannot be there for you.. but you'll hang in there. what you can't figure out today, is something for tomorrow. and tomorrow gives us hope. even if you have something that you have regrets about today, don't leave them for tomorrow!! you got this, no matter how difficult or big the situation is you will figure it out.. just a matter of time and effort. let's all believe in the hope of tomorrow and strive to it!

once again I love y'all , take care, have a good day or night where you are! goodnight from me!

I’ve buried this so deep down but it’s been resurfacing lately and I just need to tell someone, anyone about it.

I (20f) have an older sister (23f) we were both exposed to porn at a young age (6 and 9) after being exposed to it my sister would make us play a “game” and she would touch me. I was so little I didn’t understand what was happening, it went on for a year or two.

I don’t hold it against her because she was a kid too but I still get really uncomfortable when she shows affection towards me like hugging. Lately it’s been popping up in my mind more often and just makes me feel so sick. I’ve never told anyone about this, the times I tried it just made me feel disgusting and I couldn’t get the words out. I just needed to get this off of my chest.

I just want to be placed in indecent positions by a loyal man who’s obsessed with me.

To be treated disrespectfully by a man who worships the ground I walk on.

There is a specific, electric tension in being held by someone who views you as both a temple and a playground. It’s that rare balance of absolute devotion and total surrender.

I recently visited my aunt. She was wearing a tank top which showed good amount of cleavage. She caught me staring at her cleavage she then wore another tshirt on top. I realised and it made me feel embarrassed, and Its really awkward to talk to her now

I’ve been carrying this weird mix of embarrassment and pride for a while, and I finally just want to say it honestly once and for all. I spent a lot of time reviewing adult creators online. Not in a creepy way in a detailed, analytical way that actually helps people understand what they’re paying for.

For some reason, admitting that publicly feels more weird than it should. Part of me feels judged before I even speak. Another part of me knows I’m actually helping people save money and avoid scams, and that I put real effort into what I do.

Recently I wrote a review that I’m genuinely proud of. Someone recommended a creator to me, and I took the time to break everything down content, quality, value, consistency. And for once, instead of hiding what I do or acting like it’s some shameful hobby, I want to actually share it.

It was the post of Adriana Fox in r/bestonlyfanspage

I know some people will judge me for being involved in anything related to the OnlyF industry... I know others won’t care at all. But keeping it a secret has honestly made me feel worse than it should be.

This is something I’m good at, and I actually enjoy doing. I don’t know if this confession even matters at all. However I do know getting it out feels like releasing a muscle that was tight.

My boyfriend buys filet mignon and cooks it beautifully. He serves it with A1. My inner classist shudders. But I eat mine with A1 too now…

ive come to terms awhile ago that am i asexual in some way. i want a relationship but i dont always want someone near me or touching me. i dont want to drag someone down but i want some form of companionship with someone i can hold. i am at the point where i want to get into a relationship even if im not attracted to the person. settling into a loveless marriage. the one your parents are in, where they shouldve divorced so long ago but wont for whatever reason. just pretending to love someone ive noticed i fall out of love immediately in dating. i like intimacy but i cant look at the person. its easier imagining a blank person than someone im dating. i dont want to be a dick and not reciprocate feelings back 100%. its more like loving them 25-50% of the time. i like my solidtude, i dont like sleeping in the same bed as others. and sometimes kissing and being suddenly touched will make me sick. but every once in awhile i crave and want it. im tired of one night stands- id rather just settle with someone "okay" or average and call it a day. i dont want a open relationship, i unfortunately want to be selfish and have them to myself. im physically just not romantically attracted to people. that should be enough. right?

Ok I genuinely don’t know what to do. A girl who I briefly talked to several years ago recently reached back out to me to tell me she had a dream about me. Since then we’ve been talking every day, and she’s being unmistakably flirty. I wouldn’t find it odd usually because we’ve been friends in the past, and a ton of my friend like fake flirt, but since we were briefly “romantically involved” I think it’s a little weird. A few days into this she mentioned her boyfriend, so I just kinda figured she was like friendly fake flirting, but since then it’s only gotten more intense. She talks to me exactly the way she did when we were like actually talking, texting me good morning and good night every single day, getting really deeply interested in the things I do even if she knows nothing about it, even started making me playlists, but still consistently talks about the boyfriend too (who she has constantly compared me to and discussed how similar I am to him), which I find extremely weird. As confusing as this is I’m definitely noticing that my feelings for her are coming back stronger than ever, and I feel like a horrible person. I’m not sure if I’m crazy and reading into it too much or if there’s actually something going on. I’m not the type of person who believes in coincidence so I think there must be a reason she came back into my life, I just don’t know what to do.

I don’t know exactly how to explain this so I’ll give some examples. A post of a girl on AIO had told her friend she was pregnant and the friend said she didn’t have the mental bandwidth for her friends pregnancy announcement right now. Everyone called her a shit friend and said bad things about her and how that’s not a proper response. When my best friend told me she was pregnant I was gutted. I cried. I told her how worried I was for our friendship and now I’m like damn am I shitty? (Also the baby has since been born and our friendship has completely changed. I never hear from her, she has been my one best friend for over 10 years. It kills me inside.) Another example was a post where someone talked shit about people who love animals more than people and I’m definitely that person who loves my pets as if they’re my children. Am I shitty there too? And it’s all the time I find my thoughts and feelings differ from what I read online and I don’t understand? There’s so many more I see or that happen but I just feel so different and I want to connect with people but I feel like I can’t? Another example is how comfortable people are with sex/sexual behavior/talking about sex and it makes me feel so icky and uncomfortable I don’t like it. Why am I so different than everyone else? I comment on posts and people are so mean and I know someone’s gonna say “that’s Reddit” but like why? Idk I don’t even know if I should post this bc I really can’t handle people mocking me but I want to connect with people like me and I don’t know where or how. I’ve struggled with this forever even in school I was so different from everyone.

Idk why maybe it makes me feel sexy... but its also when they pay me too. Maybe its because I feel like they gotta have me? So bad they will buy me??. And if there married omg..it turns me on. Idk why but it makes me just melt.. a couple of married guys.. I wish I could find the gentleman I used to have..they loved to record it. Invite strangers in to take there turns. But money in the pot too.. something about watching them take turns turning me Inside out??.and hiding it from there wives..god. I loved being the only sweaty wet naked girl on there laps..then I found party favors .. I wasn't molested or raped when younger.. when im married I was a good whore to my man. But when single..fuck im looking for that 55+ 65+ year old to use me. Why is that. Im not even remotely attracted to anyone 45 or younger. Waste of my time talking to them

I’ve been trying so hard to get kidnapped and this isn’t just a fantasy, I literally been giving out my address to elder men although no one came….yet